hey guys,
i know this blog has been dead for awhile, and i had once had thought of alot to update.
however, since my computer crashed, the blogging mood had subsequently vanished. i'll still try to update if i pick up the mood to though. hahas.

been rather busy with CC Comp trainings recently.
uhm you can don't knw wht that it, it doesn't rly matter. LOL
nothing much to update about.
just having a not very wonderful holiday except for the parts whr i get to meet up with sqdmates and have fun times/hard times.
perhaps meeting up with hapsburgers at the bbq was a good time too [:

i wouldn't be online very frequently, or shld i say i would seldom come online.
i dread tht MSN thing now so haha. guess you can bid adieu to seeing me online.
don't miss me. (:

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another thing to add on.
ever heard of sour grapes?
yea.
translated it means 吃不到葡萄说葡萄酸.
i know this is freaking mean.
but think about it.
if you didn't put in a single damn bit of genuine effort, then don't be such assholes.
if i told you while you were away, feigning illness, your 2 poor associates were slogging with a very impractical idea, and honestly praising our creation, would you still have tht cocky smug face, thinking you were oh-so-very-great?
if you think your great big ego can bring you anywhr, thn i rather you be sitting at home, enjoying your couch potato time. or you could be at the basketball court, having a funky great time with your pretty orange-like ball.
we don't need your sarcastic remarks since it's just sour grapes at work. if you had genuinely put in hard work, or at least your brain juices, then i believe you would be respected the way you deserve. but sadly, NO.
because all that's on your mind is (excuse me,) your fucking big ego.
&if you think casting one of your associates away is nothing morally incorrect, then i really, from the bottom of my heart, DESPISE YOU. and if you can still fabricate some lousy and totally fictitious reason for the absence of that counterpart, then i really, from the bottom of my heart, ABOMINATE YOU. then if you can still want to put him down and find a replacement, then i really, from the deepest of all my internal organs, DETEST YOU.
infact, i don't think you're humane.
you and your bigbigbig ego has totally surpassed all that hate that people could ever feel towards you. we regret having thought of you as a good person, we regret having ever believed you would change, and we regret ever believing in the entire you.
we think you suck.
to the core.

if you think, in anyway, that you've done better than us, than i guess you really need some time alone, digging your brains out, looking for that one thing. because from the start you have this sucky attitude. and that leaves you nothing but crap performance.
and i can tell you truthfully that what we all see, is CRAP.
and the only reason you think we are all humiliating you, is because of that same (excuse me again,) big fucking ego.
if you think we put you off, let me tell you: you put us off.
this intense aversion didn't come as a result of anything, but you.
you with your attitude,
you with your enormous ego,
you with your smug self-believe, of which i think is dillusion,
&you with your great big pack of mistakes of which you perceive as decorous.
if your sole purpose of entering is just to fit clothes on, i tell you. the campus has no fitting/changing room but a toilet. &that's enough. the only reason why wht you did was wrong was because you THAT was your purpose, the ONLY purpose of ever entering. and to make things worse, with an outsider. if you think pulling up a skirt in there is considered the same mistake, then you're just being ridiculous. so does that mean you pulling your shorts down in there is equally unacceptable?
to cover up for your mistake and finding that as an excuse does not make you more of a noble chap. it's just a pile of egoistic haughty crap.
if having fun with that orange-like ball during that kinda time is what you'ld prefer spending your time doing, and a break was the excuse, then you're just bullshitting.
to cover up for your mistake and finding that as an excuse does not make your actions more justified. it's just another pile of egoistic haughty crap.
i'm just glad justice was made.

and tell you what.
SERVES YOU RIGHT.
we rather see your pride smashed now than at the actual field. we don't enjoy detesting you. because it's really tiring and against our wishes. if you still don't see the light, i guess it's time you put down that big haughty ego. it's equivalent to a straight in the face suicide.

squeaked.
10:58 PM
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