im finally back.
but sadly, lifeless.
my arms are aching like heaven, my legs are wobbly like jelly, my whole body's collapsing like bricks crumbling into sand. T.T
but.. i'll still put in some effort to write this post.
because it's very significant.

school day was fine.
i got do school and helped winnie with wrapping her gift as i had promised.
many squadmates started to kaypo.
and kept asking: "you giving matches?"
hahaha!
i got the result i wanted:
hiding the present and passing it off as matches. :DD

after assembly was short class briefing.
then we went off for cca.
changed into PT kit and had unit meeting at LT5.
hahas.
i didn't take part in any of those competitions and parades.
cos i'm too slow. unsure of my calibre... >.<

the whole day was freaking suay for me! totally.

then we had PT.
i was elated uh.
nco yanlin actually wanted us to run 8rounds around the track.
zomg. -.-
but since the track was so packed, we ran around the school instead.
after randomly running around, we ran up to levels. had 3 rounds each level. except for the last. only had one. cos too many CCAs practising.
but we were cheering most of the time. usually yueting and i will lead. then gradually i realised peiwen joined in too. and khinyin's voice vaguely rang from a distance i guess. (:
so i got breathless pretty easily. but then i love PT. so i could still endure and find fun out of running. :D
then we ran and ran and ran, all the while trying to "show off" our might by running and giving uber loud cheers. all nco's idea. wanna show off. HAHA.
then later on we took a rest. but they decided to PT us again. this time with jumpingjacks. we did it outside LT5. by then i was having difficulties breathing le. and had tight chest. >.< see. this is what you get when you shout and run consistantly.

ohyea. they kopped us of our recess. KNS.

before we started jumping they were lecturing us. because we had, acoording to them, bad attitude and poor standards. some of us were quite angry. cos they totally ruled out the factor that we had been away from PT for a month. -.- and their poor attitude actually referred to our fidgitting. i mean... -.- that's discipline. we were more that good attituded to cheer so loudly and listen to them.. nco yanlin then made us do unlimited numbers of jumpingjacks. with yanyang as the timer. squadmates near him were trying to tell him what to say la. hahas.
then jumpjumpjump, jump dao 100plus i stop once. because of stitch. had waterbreak before ma. and the guys started so fast. omg... hais. then i stopped at 210 again. when ncos coincidentally stopped the squad to say something. then jumpjumpjump, before reaching 300 i stopped again. getting all dizzy cos of my dumb migraine. >.< gosh.. and sergeant insisted on dragging me out. at first i just felt breathless and xinku. can continue. but she diedie wanna drag me out. then i saw my squadmates who were jumping all looking at me i feel so bad.. T.T like leave them to suffer like that. )':
then i freaking cried. zzzzzzz?
wth?!
omfg.
i cried cos i felt bad.
but then all the ridiculous things that nco had said previously like: "no effort on our part", "more people leading than echo-ing", "ppl who lead cheer anyhow sing, tempo wrong".
damn spastic uh. -.-
ass.
so i felt so angry. and still cry. minee and sinyee trying to help me (: aww.. thx uh
then segeants came over ask wht happened. lol. they didn't say. hahas.
then after that they going for water break le. SUAY INCCIDENT 1.
band people were practising. and binsing was there. we walk pass he keep staring at me. >.<
my eyes were red? i don't know de eh..
after that i very ap le.
i don't even care bout my surroundings.
sorry if i ignored you or something.. >.<

we bought the science books in the 14mins of water break.
VERY HEAVY.
SUPER. zzzzz.
wasting precious space in my bag. and was so difficult to carry around. TOO HEAVY. omg.....
after that we went to fall in in front of the NP room as instructed.
that was when SUAY INCCIDENT 2 happened.
the ncc boys were playing captains ball with a soccer ball in front of us on the track. clarine was like: "omg. 快点, 我怕球的!". lols.
so i was saying: "不用怕. 我帮你挡." hahas. i meant it as in.. help her smack the ball away uh. but suaysuay the stupid ball came flying towards me some time later. then *arbish*.
ohman.. pain!
the ball hit me somewhere above my chest ba. heng~
then i also dunno why i cried. hahas. but is just a little la. nth much.
maybe traumatised ba. too suay for the day.
then chiouyih told me yuhui wants to say sorry to me.? lol.. he don't know me so told chiouyih to pass message. it's ok... nothing much (: i'm alive and kicking. :D
then ncos brought us infront of SC room. interaction 1 hour.
throughout that loooooooooong 1 hour i was totally plucking grass. afterall, i couldn't hear them talking. eeks. no fun. i missed out everything. ):
but i wasn't in the mood anyway. might as well. lols.
and somehow they wanted us to run again. this time struggling between 6/4/3 rounds.
gosh. when we heard 6rounds we were like : OOOO
lols.
and it got down to 4. then to 3.
for some reason, i was running running happily, hoping i could feel none of the headache or stitch i felt earlier. but worst off! this time it was the knee. KNEE. like omfg?!
at the bball court it started to ache. not exactly an ache.. but.. eii... like some.. 刺痛 grinding feeling.
ouch. then i tried going on. it's on-off kind of thing. however, by the time i got to the side of the fence uh, it started aching again. terrible. so clarine got me out of the lane. then yueting happens to have gotten out of the lane further down too. much to our surprise, her knees hurt! just like the way mine hurts. OMG!
our very cute sergeant jiamin was suggesting rheumtism. hahahaha. but it's not this feeling. >.<
then sergeant may said might be because we exercise too much . hahas! X.X
ok la. since we had self-act that day. plus we were trying to create the tempo.
then we down there keep saying: "老了,老了!"
&&i also don't know since when i sprained my right wrist.
it cannot take too much pressure.. eek.

i feel so... weird.
now many more people know me.
after the ball hit me, the ncc people will look at me whenever they walk past us.
also don't know why.
it's not any particular expression.
it just gives me a feeling of "oh. i know you. you were hit by our ball"
LOLs.
also got others uh.
but cannot say. :P

ok.
then we had lunch.
气饱了. so we didn't finish our food. all so pissed.
after that had to change into full uniform.
since we are afraid our drill isn't up to standard, we didn't drill. LOL
not long later the recruiting started.
first it was pointless walking about.
pointless because our juniors, like all will react, turn away upon our approach.
so it's pointless hunting them down and trying to drill "join RVNP" into their brains.
LOL.
some even try to retaliate. -.-
and they use very untactful tones against us.
get a life. we're your seniors after all..
tsktsk. kids these days.!

and i don't mean any offence.
but scouts were totally scammers. hahas. but smart in a way.
they used the water bomb launchers to attract the innocent juniors' attention.
sheesh. typical kids.
and the loud hailer! totally unfair!
so while our squadmates were promoting RVNP to juniors i was brainstorming.
we finally came up with a:
1,2,3,4
JOIN NP.
hahas.
usually i do the 1,2,3,4 alone.
then we shout JOIN NP.
so cool!
we were loud enough kay! :P
after that ncos were saying they might not know what NP is.
so it was changed to:
NPCC
JOIN NP.
sound lamer but aiya! to keep ourselves occupied! :DDD
it was fun la! (:
staff eric, raymond and yini are no longer staff sergeants.
they are now CIs. (:
sir eric;
sir raymond;
madm yini.
gosh.
they sound so... COOL~
lols.

after the whole thing we packed up and changed.
tough time. tiring day and we feel so lethargic.
and then SUAY INCCIDENT 3.
i was trying to get past the PRCs near our table to my bag when the PRC pulled something and my bag fell. !#$%^&. after protecting it from kiwi-filled boots and dirt congested cement, it died in the hands of a PRC. it was so dirty. 好心痛. T.T
i was practically lugging my bag home.
really heavy.
tough way home. >.<
seriously tough.
and the uniform bag keeps getting in people's way. gosh. i feel like such a... NUISANCE.
yea that's the word. LOL
i can harldly stand lifting my hand up for long.
totally aching.
and my eyes keep blinking attempting to close up. eeeeeeks.
i am totally exhausted.

but i still gotta say:
sergeant debbra has been a real nice IC. she takes care of our health. and makes sure we don't overwork ourselves.
sergeant jiamin's nice too. she comes to you when you need help. although she's rather shy and doesn't really interact wit hus but she cares.
nco yanlin is fun and talks alot. interacts well with us. however, we still don't like the way she pinpoints some faults. it's disturbing uh. >.<

attire is acceptable when she said what she said ma.
but shifu made me do smth to it >.<
so angry with them. ):
what the heaven was i trying to write huh?
i re-read and totally don't get it.
lols.
to think it came from ME.

& so i described my day to sinyee as tired yet happy yet pissed. :D
i gotta go to bed already.
i almost fell asleep typing.
i just laid on my table and fell asleep.
ZOMG.
zzzzzzzzz~
experience my pain. T.T
i really am fainting.
no mood to add colour to my text le.
im dozing off every so often.
this was edited.
or else there'll be tons of errors and unidentified paragraphs.
i couldn't figure out what i was trying to say.
ROFLMAO.
have to go before i sleep on my table.

nites.

<3

squeaked.
7:31 PM
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